11. Thoughts

There are times when I have despised you, and there have been times when all I wanted to do is just pick up where we left off; brush off all these cobwebs and start fresh. But at the core of it, I know it would only be pretense. 
I don’t know how to identify who you are as a person, mostly because you have become so jaded this past year. I don’t understand how someone can become so bitter. But what it comes down to is, I miss our friendship. You’re going through some shit, and thats when things went down between us. I want to offer you that solace, but I know I’m not the one you want. I wish I kept trying and didn’t end up resenting you for becoming the distressed sad you that you came to be. I know now that you had no choice but to. If you came back you would discover that things have changed me too. Your lost, maybe one day you’ll find me and we could sit on the sofa again and talk about everything the way we used to. Until then, I hope you can find the joys in life that keep you happy like I have. 

thiskidalan Asked: you break too? (jawdrop)

Haha, I used to, not anymoreee ): 

thiskidalan Asked: ahah thanks & i like that your cute (:

#1 fan right hurr

thevyvyantaylorlam Asked: "Hi, You're Beautiful (:" I know I try. And you forgot the apostrophe between your you re

oh my bad, grammar police. You tryna get down?!